What can I do if you given up on me..it’s so hard, and what if you do get accepted to crescent? You don’t understand how much I’m trying for you, trying to make an impact showing you that I’m the one. I don’t want to lose you..I love you..I can’t stop worring about what’s going to happen, my worst fear is having you replace me and he ends up the one beside you in your wedding dress with that ring around your finger…it’s not fair, all because of me and 1 stupid poke.